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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
12:27 am	yeah its codymiss motha fuckas i got a lime green iPOD, burton dominant snowboard, Burton Cartel bindings, clothes, $$280$$$, a bunch of gay shit, some beef jerky, gift cards everywhere, and hopefully get my computer fixed, new subs, sub box, cd player. I need a gf to spend this money on. Current Mood: freezing fucking cold Current Music: Floorpunch-Sat. night
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
5:48 pm	do this nigga Am I... - am i cute? - am i pretty? - am i crazy? - am i lovable? - am i funny? - am i annoying? - am i daring? - am i a good person? Would You... - would you miss me if i was gone? - would you kiss me? - would you listen to my problems? - would you be a good friend? - would you dance if i asked? Would You Ever... - would you ever go out with me? - would you ever marry me if you could? - would you ever make out with me? - would you ever cuddle with me? - would you ever do me? - would you ever sleep with me (non-sexual)? - would you ever sleep with me (sexual)? If You Could... - if you could give me a new name, it would be? - if you could do one thing with me, what would it be? - if you could do one thing TO me, it would be? - if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be? - if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go? - if you could dye my hair, what color would you dye it? - if you could pick one person for me to date, who would it be? (honestly) Just A Few Questions... - what do you love about me? - what do you hate about me? - what is my best quality? - if you could change one thing about me, what would it be? - what is your honest opinion about me? - what song reminds you of me? - do i remind you of any characters on tv? - have you ever had a dream about me? - do you think i'm a virgin? - if you had just met me, how old would you guess i am? - if you could give me anything, what would it be? - if you could promise me anything, what would it be? - if you could tell me anything what would it be? Personal... - am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, gorgeous etc.? - if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be? - when we first talked, what were your thoughts? - if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them? - what are my faults? - what are my strengths? - do you wish we were closer? - why aren't we closer? - Have i ever loved/Dated/Crushed-on you?
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5:28 pm	Casue its all in my head OKay. Thigns are finally rollin pretty smooth i could say. Snows here, fourwheelers fixed, sleds gonna get bored and new skis sometime soon. I have to get this girl something for secret santa but i have no idea what to get her. I need new shoes. Hot Hot Hot new girl in study hall, her names erin or some business shes wicked cute. Show in falmouth was fun and very cold. I applied to be a snowboard instructer at cranmore so i'll be most likly working two jobs this winter which won't be so bad casue i'll be snowboarding alot more then expected. Elliotts birthday was on monday, Noonans is this weekend. Cranmore opens this weekend. I wanna go sleddin. I want my sled to run soon. Some girl from our school died from a fourwheeler crash last weekend pretty sad everyone seems so depressed over shit. they are all a bunch of whiney bitches if you ask me. Then again I am writing in an LJ. I can't wait for christmas. I bought revenge of the grenerds and POP which are sick flicks so check em. Buying a lawn mower soon to turn into a drag racing machineeeeee it'll be right pissssah. In memory of the late. The great dale earnhardt i leave you with this......Drive Safe. <3<3<3 Tomarrows thursday. DOnnerstag=sleep in. Then i get to see her in study hall and look at her like i'm some kind of creep where da party at?? <3333333 cody the hot Current Music: Nelly Ft. Tim Magraw - all in my head?
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
9:32 pm	I want to live in a treehouse, a real HOME in the trees. It would rule so hard. SOMewhere in utah or something where it gets cold in the winters with a ton of snow. Or somewhere tropical. I want to live like that swiss family The Robinsons. Just no pirates, or perhaps a few but they would stay away for fear of my domesticated protective velociraptors (sp?). I could lay in bed and watch harry potter nad jurassic park all day. I'd also tend to my beautiful wife. If you are a beautiful lady who likes either: Jurassic Park Backpacks, Harry Potter, Tree Houses, skiing/snowboarding. leave me you name, number and cup size (jkkkkkkkkkkk niggaz). your help will be greatly appericated. Now with that out of the way. The "thing" jess and had i think is comming to an end, we don't get to see each other much as of right now casue theres no snow on the ground and i' work all weekend and fridays mostly when shes up. Zachs birthday was last week and we all made him cards and camie made him a cake. Amandas brithday party was thurday at the bowling alley where we all went bowling and had a blast for a few hours her real brithday was today. I wanna work at cranmore at the tubbing park or something. I can't wait to go sledding this winter. Dear, santa I want a(n) I Pod Mini Color Blue Line 1260 153cm skis RED size small snowboard helmet color black 2 Rockfard Fosgate 12" 1000watt subs 1 vented box 2 alpine amps 1alpine cd/mp3/wma/cd-r player with IPOD attachment Ride Kink Snowboard New Saucony SNeekers anon googles Laptop xbox (will trade for my ps2) Harry Potter DVD's rid of my sore throat Agency Bindings Throwdown DVD AIDS Camo Sox Hat (how cliche) record player Millions of Cr00sh 7's cool visor beanies cool hawt baby ice colonge Mad Bling spinner necklaces BANE zip hoodie size YL Revenge of the GRENerds DVD new NEoPrOTo DVD If i think of anything else which i prolly will i'lll post it later but now i posted that you can feel free to get me any of those and my heart will become yours for eternity. I saw CBradio tonight and it reminded me hoow much i miss all yall collage folk and i'm glad i'll be seeing all of you soon Chelsea, Dan, Lea, etc. Gute Nacht Pat Noonan Owes me 5 bucks. I've retaken up skateboarding until it snows. <3?? Faa eva eva WTF happened to chapelles SHow and Reno? I need ATHF dvds! and SIMS 2! Long Entry ¿ <----Cool ? <----UnCool I miss icecream nights at B&J's and Friendlys 4 nights a week and going to shows in a t-shirt and shorts. I miss sleeping on the poulins trampoline wiht all the guys I miss meeting danny at the walmart in durham to switch cars to go to shows. I miss mike and chris's stories about highschool. Those were very funny and made no matter how long of a drive worth it. I hate all this drama between friends. I hate everyone being all depressed and down. I like venting in this thing. When you go to mexico don't drink the water. What do the make the ice cubes out of then? CUrrently i'm watching waterworld and later i'll watch an all new episode of American Chopper and no its not a show about people sliceing and diciing which would be cool. Deezys Ecke <1 <2 <3 <4 <5 <6 <7 <8 <9 MOney brings bitches and bitches bring lies. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh jeeeeeeeeeeaaaaahhhhh its finally over so long astoria (wtf is that from?) Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: I swear- ALL 4 1
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
9:54 pm	OKay first off all this fight drama needs to stop. All this shit talking needs to stop. Things got blown way out of proportion. Went skating today and did some cool shit then went to amandas surprise birthday party at the bowling alley where i continued to rule the lanes then ended up fucking up my groin doing some cool move, it didn't hurt then but it killed on the way taking isaak and elliott home. Now it feels like someone stabbed me or some shit. Schools going alright, i can't wait to go skiing and snowboarding i'm soo pumped, i still gotta get new skis and bindings and snowboard and bindings. I got a new jacket which came with this nice zip-out track jacket deal. Moved into my sisters room adn its purpple but now i have a HUGE closet and alot more room for all my shit. Ordered subs and shit for my car soon so thats good. Word on the street is dannys comming up on some sort of break?? I wanna see you buddy. Imissand<3youJess Current Music: Champion-Promises Kept
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
9:04 pm	Welll hellllllllo. Schools going swell, i've got all my grades to like c's and all that business. Its been getting cold and i love it. I really like working at the gap as of this moment. I can't wait for snow. SNOW SNOW SNOW! Halloween was fun. I finished catcher in the rye and i'm starting lord of the flies soon. I scored about 20 michael chrichon and stephen king books from Curtis's barn they are all pretty old. I need to get my camera fixed. I also need to buy GTA san andreas. And last but not least i need a beautiful girl to fall in love with me. I heard through the grapevine that the new HP book is titled Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. SOunds kinda gay but we'll see. I need to buy a new snowboard jacket, pants, board, bindings, new skis, bindings, poles, helmet and books. Yeahhhhhh. <3333 Current Music: Unearth-Endless
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
4:53 pm	WE HAVE A BOND OF UNITY Wow long past two weeks. Start off with congrats to the sox for making it to the series. Then winning game 1. Last sat. Johnny and I were racing on westside going about 95-100 and he slide out around a corner and passed me going broadside into the woods. Put me in shock for about two hours. I called sean 3 seconds after it happened freaking out casue he didn't belive me. I didn't mean to just drive away. I couldn't even think. I knew he wasn't that hurt if he was becasue zach got out of the car fine. And they didn' flip the car or anything. So that freaked me out for a while. He has to pay a small sum thanks insurence its only like 200 buckls to replace everything. Schools going good. I got a job at GAP, its wicked easy and fun and i work with mad hot bitches and yeah. mY mommma bought a new subaru so the green ones allll mine. I can't wait for snowwww. I can't wait for skipping last class to get to the mountain before everyone else. I've looked at new skis but not new snowboards yet, not alot of shops carry nice boards. Which sucks. School tomarrow. Perhaps work afterwards. I suggest watching the movie "a time to kill" very touching? I miss you.. "fuck with this family you wind up dead" <3 COdyyyy aka the man of your dreams. Current Music: Misfits-dust to dust
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
4:23 pm	Dear Journal. I make a vowe to never start an entry like this again. Wicked fun weekend. Seans was a total blast it was nice hanging out with everyone again since i've been grounded for bad grades. Sunday night i went to ashlynns house wiht zach and had a wonderful time. Shes amazing. Went back to seans that night. Me adn zach fell asleep early when sean was taking jodi home to bartlett. Sunday i went to see Rasie You Voice with jaci, intense movie, hillary duff is soooooo hot jesus christ.. It was really weird, i felt such a tension between us thats usually never there, but we cleared things up later that night which was good. I'm tring hard to get my grades up. My mom just bought a bluish 2005 subaru outback, the thing is amazing. My entire family has subarus. its wild. Johnny Atkins and fletcha and ashley should be getting their liecenses this week which is cool. Tons of good shows comming up. Since the flood on sat. i'm pumped i <33333 STF. I met this girl named pheobe, shes wicked cool and i wanna get to know her more. Mad drama is and has been going down at school. the Fryeburg fair was pretty shitty, now that i look back, i rode a total of like 4 rides and spent like 100 bucks, rediclous. I feel like i'ev been getting further away from jaci and then we get really close again. I like what we've become? I can't get away from her. So i can't wait for snow but at the same time i'm dreading it. I wanna ski and snowboard but i hate wearing more then just my shell or my hoodie to school. I don't wanna wear extra socks, and jackets and beanies and mittens. Fuck i need a girlfriend. <33333 Codyyyy Current Mood: bored Current Music: Since the flood-in my eyes
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
10:29 pm	fuck fuck this i just wrote a huge entry and it didn't post. Current Mood: irate
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10:12 pm	So quiet. Another wasted night. Lately i've been finding myself listening to Dashboard, yes its true i'm a sissy at heart. Well anyways schools still going good. I've been going to sporting events latly. Pretty much just Field hockey games lol. I got a sick B.sox hat, i want a camo one ! Today was Jacis 17th birhtday which is cool. Fryeburg fair is comming soon and i don't have anyone to cuddle wiht me on the ferries wheel :-(. I hit a jump with my car the other day, totally wild. Homecomming was sat. night and i danced my ass off while everyone one of my other friends went to partys. Anyways i hung out with jodi and hally on sunday which was alot of fun we watched homeward bound, wrestled, ate friend dough and jumped on their trampoline. Very fun. I'm pissed i didn't go see since the flood on friday. Mikes new apt. is really cool and he came and talked to me today when i was outside for lunch. School pics on wed which is kinda exciting. Half day friday, no school monday! Show on sat? or sun? i don't remember. Going to dinner with Jodi tomarrow and peter and possibly his gf? Wild shit today, were all skating the CLL handrail in town and i'm skating up to it and i'm tackled by some guy and nabs my board i was soo surprised and i had no idea what was going on, so i'm like dude we'll leave give me my board and he finally gave it up i was sooo heated. i thought about grabbing it and hopping the railing down to my car but i didn't think it would go smoothly so we leave and i'm getting ready to pull out and all these ppl from inside rush out and are staring at me like they are taking down my liecese plate number? or something, they were writing something down so i got even more pissed and all that business beacsue its not liek i was speeding or anything. We were skating, i was tackled and we left, no biggy but why take my plate #? W/e fuck them. I need a girlfriend. bad. bring the heat <3 Cody Floyd Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Will Smith-Miami
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
8:03 pm	haha 986-8275 call.
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10:49 am	I <3 Anonymous shit talk in my journal. The least you tough guys can do is write your names. Its not like i'm actually gonna do anything. And aparently people do read it. I mean if your gonna talk shit on me and my friends and straight egde might as well do it to our faces. Straight Edge in your face! <3 COdy Current Mood: I love internerd toughguys Current Music: Floorpunch
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
9:17 am	long time no see? So. Things have been going moderatly great. Schools going swell besides bio, but i have mrs.abrams aka baberams as a teacher so me and sam myercopf hit on her the whole time. Rather Splendid. I'm been spending my lunches wiht Jaci going on walks and sitting outside in the sun its really nice. I <3 driving. SO jodi zangari and i are going ot Homecomming togetger. But we aren't, were gonna hang out just the two of us instead beacsue the dance is a waste of money and everyone leaves anyways, but i'd kinda like ot go to dance with Jaci once or twice. But i dunno yet. Jaci bailed out on our plans last night so i hung out with the boys and jodi and gave her a like 1 hour back massage which was wicked cool and she said it was the best one she ever had, which made my blush but anyways. I'm susposed to hang out with jodi today then go to the football game with her and jacis going to portland all day till later and me adn her are susposed to hang out when she gets back. Since its Jodis brithday she has to be home tonight which kinda sucks. I don't know anymore i'm stuck between two girls? Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: silverstein-07
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
9:40 pm	here we GOOOOOOOOo Okay first off i got my liecense on wed. i kicked that tests ass. yeah, driving rules for now atleast. Sean and I went out for a while and drove everywhere. Then it started raining. Rain=no tail lights. i dunno why but somehow they short out and go away. so i went home about 9pm. It was pouring this morning so my mom said i couldn't take the car. So i went out tonight with kyle for a while in the minivan then he brought me home and i got the subaruuuuuuu boy yessa amd we went up to madtown and went to nates and then went and checked out snowmachines and fourwheelas for a while and i came home as it was getting dark. AGAIN with not tailights. weird eh? yeah. So tomarrow its suposed to to really nice out which means i'll drive to school and stuff. i'm susposed to hang out with hot ladies tomarrow so well see how that goes. I need a girl to ride shotgun. <33333333333 COdyfloyd Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Whiskey Lullabys-Brad Paisley
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
12:48 pm	I want "LIVE FREE OR DIE" somewhere like my lower back. School starts TUE <3. Went to portland last night the mall and such. SO many fucking girls jesus h christ. Outbreak oct. 2nd? <3 Cody
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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
5:06 pm	its getting to late and its time to move on Shit. My final drivers ed class is in an hour. My final test. one hour. I have to get an 80 or more to pass the class on the test. thus meaaning only 10 wrong on the 50 q. test. last test i took i got 17 wrong. So hopfully i'll do better? I really wished i would have put more time into this class becasue i have a hunvh i'm gonna do shitty. Wish me luck tonight. <3 Current Music: Nothing. i'm reading
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Sunday, August 29th, 2004
11:01 am	Say Its Gold. Say Its Fine. I'm sick of being jealous. Yes, its true. I'm jealous of damn near everyone who has someone. Yes i have friends and they mean everything to me. But I wanna be more then friends sometimes. WIth the girls, not the dudes. I'm not gay. I try hard to find someone and i even try to take it easy and it seems the peopl who don't try just fall into these amazing relationships, so then i don't try and it gets worse. On a better note Since the flood/dead to fall was amazing beisdes being punched in the teeth numorous times and fucking up my lips beyond belief. The highlight of that night was when the girl at Dennys asked me if i had drugs. "sketchy" aparently. Camped on noonan mountian last night and around sometime it started to downpour and that means 6 kids in the 3 person tent. Which also wasn't waterproof to the least so i slept very little. Broke my digital camera somehow. And it wasn't the water. So inturn i got 2+ hours of shitty uncomfertable soaking wet unenjoyable sleep. I rose from my water bed around i'm guessing 530am and me noonan isaak and zach made mash tatters over the fire containing very little dry wood. Made it back to noonans around 8ish. Thank god no one else came because that would have sucked. Sucked even more then it did already which is almost unimagineable. Chelsea/Lea gone = :-( Have fun in college. Tess is gonna be gone soon to. And Alicia. Sad sad sad sad sad everyone has to leave. I want school. Hot young girls to hit on which makes me feel better about myself and their freshmen year suck. big deal. 90% of freshmen girls are whores anyways and your going to find yourself intoxicated and being date rapped sooner or later by some senior who thinks hes cool. Anyhoo. I wanna see Open water tonight with the boys <3 Cody ToughGuyMountainTentMosh Current Music: Silverstein-02
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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
3:25 am	Yeha yeah yeah.........outbreak/champion on wed. Excited..YEs. RYan just stuck his penis in a vacum.
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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
10:08 pm	Well. i'm feeling some what better. Me and mike hung out today which was wicked cool. Ate good breakfast at Banners, went to walmart, visited chelsea and dan. I wish i was 18 so i could get tattoos. I already know what i want. I either want Xs on the backs of my legs or my arms/. Courage-Honor-Loyalty (or somethign of the sort) around my leg. Two birds on the insides of my legs like near my crotch. Harry potter casting a big spell deal into the sky and it becomes some big art work thing on my back or stomach. Or I want harry on a broom flying. All the while hes X'd up. I'd get a NH tattoo but i wasn't born here so i guess thats prolly against the rules. I want a hand holding a grenade (pinless) under one arm and under the other arm a hand holding the pin. Also perhaps a celtic thing like the knots. If i get H.Potter on my back i want the big three headed dog on my stomach. My initals in old english on my upper chest maybe or somewhere else.Next i want a vicious fucking velociraptor somewhere. and last but not least Drug Free in big cursive letters in an arch over my belly button or my lower back. Oh adn i want a heart somewhere......becasue i'm sensitive. Any Suggestions???????? <3 Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: Casey Jones-Casey Jones Rap
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Monday, August 16th, 2004
11:44 pm	Your giving up on me..... okay so. I need to sort out some feelings. In the past two weeks i've come across this beautiful girl, who i've known for some time and we started talking and i immediatly was like wow. Why didn't i discover this girl a long time ago. I really didnt know why....anyways so i've pretty much fallen head over heals within a week. we'd stay up late and talk and i'm constantly talking about her. So i told her how i felt and i also immediatly noticed a change in how we talked which was alot less and maybe alot less about ourselves. So now i think she, that she thinks i'm a total weirdo becase i fell to quick? I'm not sure. And i really want this to work becsaue shes so different from other girls. But i can tell she doesn't feel the same way and that sucks, but i think shes hinting to not give up on her and she'll come around.....and i hope she does. But latly i've been an emotional wreck becasue this is drivng me in circles looking for an answer or a relief is more like it. But i'm not finding one or maybe i missed it? I'm just filled with questions and i wanna ask her them but i think it will make things more weird and possibly worse......but she cares for me alot and shes soo much different then other girls and i love that. No she doesn't have the things i said before i liked and i think that might be a good thing becasue i need a change? Shes alot more mature but alot more soft hearted then other girls i've liked. SHes quite possibly the sweetest girl i've ever met. AND she says all the right things. NO shes not a tease or anything like that but she knows exactly the right things to say to cheer me up and to keep me hanging on and i can't get away from it. And like the stuff we talk about is just so wonderful. Shes also cute as a button and i love that about her to. And she respects me for being edge and thats a big deal to me. We connect very well on a personal basis and i get so comfertable talking with her. But what i meant to write about was my thoughts on all of the above ^^^...... I think i rushed into things far to fast adn i should have kept my feelings inside, and not talked about them in like a week and a half of starting to like her becasue by then i really started to like her and i still do....And i think if i had kept them bottled up for some time longer it woulda been different then when i told her the first time. Perhaps she would have fallen for me instantly?? Doubtful but still in the back of my mind. Or perhaps she would have said somethign about getting into a relationship first and she would have had some strong feelings for me. See thats my problem i get to comfertable and i become filled with emotion and i just let it pour out like water or something. But what i want is this to work. Perhaps i'm asking to much. All i want is to be able to cuddle up with her and lay around all day. Sound corny??? I'll kill you. Thats what i like. ANd she was talking about how much she loved cuddling and was scared of thunderstorms, and whats better then cuddling in the dark listening to it thunderout side and the girl feels safe in your arms??? Not much. As much as i want this to be love. I'm afraid its not, but then again i think it is. And shes more mature in the sort of aspect i like. SHes an angel to me. <3.............So i guess all i can do is wait. But i mean i wait all day for her to get back from field hockey then from work and i get to missing her so much and all this mushy stuff. I'm hoping things will work out. and once i get my liecense i can see her alot more becasue shes always busy when she wants to do something i'm busy with like something stupid. SHe says she wants to spend time with me and thats what counts i guess. But hopeufully its sooner then later and that may sound selfish but this could be the best thing thats ever happened to me. Or it could turn out completly different. And i don't feel like being heart broken or something but i'm not going to give up. If you read this sweetheart please tell me.......<3 OKay well. MIke gets home today and i wanna see him and stuff. Dans going away tomarrow....big bummer. Schools comming soon and i'm excited becasue then i get to see everyone again and my <3. So who ever read this thanks and i know its EMO and all that but w/e i don't care. Ever siince i start falling for her i've been listening to silverstein 24/7 and that god damn coheed and cambria. Ha i'm a loser. WEll i guess lonelyness has taken its toll on me and i guess its going away slowly? but not for sure. On a completely different note i wanna go see champion/outbreak on the 25th and evergreen terrace for sure sometime soon. Hopfully mike can go and we can go down together or soemthing that would be wicked fun. Glad i got all that out of my system. But i'm still confused. DOn't know how much i'll sleep tonight. <3Cody Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Silverstein-07-hear me out
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